For all of the things that have gone wrong in the past year, things are finally looking up. I have a new job!!!! It’s a job that actually pays me what I’m worth and is built on respect and trust. I have not worked in awhile so it is going to take some time for me to get back in the swing of things. I think that I will begin the process of readying myself for tomorrow which is when this job probably starts.
The logistics of a job and being homeless are going to be a challenge, but I am up to that challenge and I think it’s going to be a good thing. I will have to do my hair the day before and take a shower in the early morning and go to bed early for this to work. Logistics for anyone is always a hard thing, but being homeless it makes it just a little bit harder, but I’ll get through it.
I’m so nervous right now I can hardly think, I know that this is a new beginning and I don’t want to screw it up, I’m going to have to find a way so that my mind can’t claim boredom and I feel like I am always being challenged. I think that I will work out every day after work so that I can alleviate any tension that I may feel. I am so excited right now!!!!!!
I know that this is a new beginning and I know that there are many challenges that I will have to face, but I am willing to not only face the challenges, but overcome them. This is just a new step on my goal to recovery. One step at a time, one small step at a time.